I know we have our hard times*I get so mad at some of the things you do* I say "baby i would NEVER do that to you"* And then I go off and do it...*But you don't get mad* I wish I could be as strong as you* So its at times like these that I know we can make it through AnYtHiNg

You may think you know whats best for you..for me..for us..but I know that the best thing for us is to be together and I'm just waiting till the day when you realize that..cuz baby we're meant to be..our love will find a way.

You can't just come back into my life like this and expect me to drop everything and run back to you. Since you've been gone I've changed..Im a new person..I have new friends,morals,and passions..so please just make this easy on the both of us and don't try to change me into the person I used to b.

Please don't break it...</3

Lets just start over. Lets forget all our problems. Lets put our past behind us..and never bring it up again. Like they said we can't live(or love) in the past. Lets throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust if you give me mine. Lets just fall in love..the right way.

Don't break my heart again<33

I don't know how to talk to you*everytime i do..you dont listen* im sick of trying so hard* this is your last chance*please don't break my heart

I would make you choose me or her..but im affraid you'll  choose her

If you really loved me you wouldn't do the things you do, say the things you say, lie as much as you do..if you really loved me...

Why cant you see how much you hurt me this time?
You use to say you were sorry..now you dont...
You dont even care anymore..
And i think thats what hurts the most...
The fact that I know you dont and you wont....
But I'm starting to realize no matter what I do..
I remember all the fun times...
All the times we spent just me n you...
And then I remember how cold you are now..
the fact that you have new friends...and have moved on..
The fact that i dont even spend time with you anymore..
It hurts thinking about it...
Knowing that things will never be the same...
or that things wont get any better..
I hate this..
And I hate you for doing it to me...

"Lie to me," she whispered
"I love you," he said

-->TeLL mE tHa opPoSiTe Of WhAt y0uLL d0<--
"i LoVe y0u", he said "iLL d0 AnYthIng FoR y0u

she said dont lie, he said he wouldnt
but after she said "darling i love you"
he looked at her, but cOuLdNt </3

but lately when she looked at him
he'd always look away
and sometimes when she wanted him
he could never stay
so one day she got up courage
and called him up that night
she asked him to be truthful
he said he wouldnt lie
but when called and said do you love me
the other line went s.i.l.e.n.t.
she said i guess i know the answer
he continued to be quiet </3

"Please don't lie to me," she cries... "unless you're absolutely sure I'll never find out the truth."

*AiN'T nO suNsHiNE wHeN he'S gONe*

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful stop me and steal my breath* emralds from mountains thrust towards the sky never reavealing their depth* tell me that we belong togethter* dress it up with the trapings of l.o.v.e* ill be captivated*ill hang from ur lips*instead of the gallows of <heartache> that hang from above* ill be your crying shoulder*ill be love suicide*ill be better when im older* ill b the greatest fan of your life* rain falls angry on the tin roof as we lie awake in my bed* your my survival* my living proof* my love is alive not dead*

How can you expect me to just let you get away with something like this? This is a big deal and don't think for one second that im going to just brush it off and forget it. Babe you screwed up and its going to take a lot of work to get back to the way things used to b...

Dont tell a girl shes hot..thats not what she wants to be..tell her shes beautiful ..thats what she wants to hear.

Tell her that you love her, tell her that you need her , tell her that you want her to stay* Reassure her with a kiss..she will never know unles you show her what your feelin, tell her your believin..even if its hard to say..cause she needs to kno your thinking of her..so open up and tell her that you love..her

Jealousy</3

When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your best friend will be there

You mean the world to me and I'll never stop loving you 'Cause what you have given me I can never repay And if we meet again somehow, I will love you then as now 'Cause you mean the world to me~

                   My Best Friend

This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.

We all used to try so hard to fit in. We wanted to look exactly alike, do all the same things, practically be the same person, but when we weren't looking that all changed. Growing up that was supposed to bring us more independence, but what the summer actually brought was independence from each other. ~Now n Then

Destiny is something we've invented because we can't stand the fact that everything that happens is accidental.

I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get the courage to talk to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters.

Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know, turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other.

Hey yall! Im really sorry about not updating for a few months i've been way too busy with school...but thanks for all the comments, props, and subscriptions!! Well heres a lot of new ones..ENJOY

*First* Lindsay Lohan

Is that someone you used to date
Why she's hanging around, what's her story
Doesn't she know that its too late
That the party is over and thats cause for me

Why dont u tell her what's been going on
Cuz she seems to be dreaming instead of just leaving
If you don't have the heart to fill her in
Then just step aside and let me lay it on the line

Cuz your mine
And tonight you dont live all around here
Your mine
And this time I'm gonna scream a little louder

Dont wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cuz when I see you something inside me burn
And I realize I wanna come first
I wanna come first

You look at me and I just die
Its like heaven arriving in my mind
And I cant believe all this jealousy
I used to be a girl who could let a guy breathe
But your mine
And tonight you live all around me
Your mine
And this time I'm gonna get a little louder

I wanna be like
Every other girl in the world
Like every other one who wants you
Cuz when I see you something inside me burn
And I realize I wanna come first

*Over* Lindsay Lohan

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like that will build em up again
So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye


I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know
Don't want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the hart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Id love to run away, from you..but if you didnt come and find me...id die.

I know I shouldn't be this jealous or worried all the time about what you're doing, or who you're with but the only reason I am this way is because you lied to me..broke my heart into pieces...now im giving you another chance..but you need to earn this trust back..cause right now..you have none.

When you think about leaving, think about what made you stay for so long.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where your heart races when you see them.
When you ache when they are not there.
You only yearn for their return.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love when your head can only think about them.
Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where only your future is all that matters.
You see them in your arms forever and ever.

Have you ever been in love?
Been in real love?
I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.

*Dont just wait around for him to ask you out::if you can find him then he can find you::If he wants to find you..he will*

I cant sleep tonight because i cant stop thinkging about you and me. Whats going on between us? Is there something wrong? Is there some one else? i've got all these questions running through my head but im too afraid to ask..i guess its just because im afraid to hear the answer.

I know you dont mean to hurt my feelings when you say some of the things you do, but the fact that i have to make such a big deal out of it just to make you apologize makes me think about how much you really love me.

Everything changes eventually. That's just the way life is and you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are always going to be there, they disappear. You know? People die and they move away and they grow up.

No, not y-o-u. Us. I started this year thinking that I had to say good-bye to you, but I was wrong. You're a huge part of my life - past, present, and future - and I have to start getting used to that because... you make my life better, not worse

When I saw you going for her hand... it's not like I wanted to be the one holding your hand. I just didn't want her holding it.

I'm so tired of dancing around these big words... I just want to be honest with you... more that anything I want to be honest with you. But, do you think we're ready for that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it changes things, and it complicates things. Are you sure you're ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?

It was never about finding something better. It was about :.finding someone who wasn't so close to me. So that I could tell where I ended and he began.: In many ways, I feel like you've partially invented me.... and that scares me so much.

 He was The one. The one I think of every time "in your eyes" comes on the radio. My *perfect high* school boyfriend who every boy gets compared to and who no one's lived up to yet, yep that's him, he's back..kill me now.

I don't know. I guess I feel different. Like... I've always had this tendency to assume that change, when it happens, can only be for the worse. You know? And lately, I kinda feel like that's not true... like whatever's waiting for me out there... may not be that bad. And even if it is... then not knowing about it... might actually be the good part.

What is HeArTbReAk?It's agony. Complete, excruciating agony. It's like your heart has been ripped out of your chest and stomped on, and you can't breathe... you don't want to eat... you can't function. It's the most intense pain that you'll ever feel, and the worst part is, there's no way to relieve it. It's unyielding, merciless torture, and you *know* that it's yours for life.

I'm scared that I'm gonna end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always gonna be someone's friend, or brother, or confidant but never quite... someone's everything. Mostly I'm scared I'm never gonna meet a guy that I love as much as I love you.

Ill try to keep updating i promise thanks again..love yall!!!

.:.whAt am i To yOu?.:.

a few quesitons that i need to kno... how you culd ever hurt me so...i need to know what ive done wrong and how long its been going on. ((Was it that i never paid enuff attention?)) Or *did I not give enuff affection?* Not only will ur answers keep me sane but i'll know never to make the same mistake again. You can tell me to my face..or even on the fone..either way i hafta know. >Did i never treat  you right?< .:.Did i always start the fight?.:. Either way im going outa my mind all the answers to my questions i have to find.

**second chances?** sure I believe i them. But its more about believing in the one that you're giving the second chance to...  but before you decide to actually give it to them...simply think..is it worth it?

everytime i see you i feel this way..i start to wonder if im ever gunna feel the same again..something in my head keeps saying over and over i wana hold you, love you..in my arms and then...wanna need you cuz i need to b with you till the end then i hear myself say you gotta hold it in this time...*if only*

Dont go tellin me were alright, theres no need for gettin uptight, dont go sayin that ur okay..when ur lonely..dont go tellin me were over..when you know ur my one and only lover...dont go sayin that ur okay when were lost without eachother......

i thot i was the *one*.... when we were 2getther u wuld take me to another place in time where i culd feel free. u were the one that i was searching for. thats when i thot i culd lean on you for life i thot that the sun wuld always shine but you took my dreams away i remember the lies that you told me baby..you told me loved me...you told me youd never deceive me ...u told me ur love was true..you told me  were through

i think about the places that we went. the time we spent....it still makes me cry....why do they say that time will heal a broken heart ?** theyd kno it wasnt true if they loved someone like you. some things can never b replaced, ur love will be with me for always, ((things i will remember)), id rather love and loose it all thennever have you to remember...and i remember when....

its all all over this time..i swear...thot i was meant for you and u believed in me. i thot this was how love was meant to be...i had absolutely had no clue u were fooling around.  you had a hold on me..i was to blind to c...->do you recall the times that we shared?all those  moments alone? but now things are gone ...and ur- on- ur- own.